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  • Whether one approves of the current occupant of the White House or is utterly repulsed by him and everything that issues forth from his oval orifice, the time to stand and be counted is nigh upon us.

    The choices are starkly different, though it might not seem so if you listen to the latest Republican talking points on their sudden embrace of the protection of pre-existing conditions despite the fact of their multiple simultaneous efforts to undo the provision in the country’s courts. While physicists have now noted that sub-atomic particles can, under certain conditions, exist in two separate spaces simultaneously, I’m aware of no such correlate in the social sciences and, frankly, I seriously doubt conservative think tanks run that deep anyway. If they did, one would hope that little chestnuts like the deliberate destabilization of the social contract might raise a few eyebrows.

    What continues to astound me is how the Republicans seem to have altogether lost any sense of decency, dignity or probity in their failure to find some line of demarcation–some level beyond which they are unwilling to descend–in their support of the viral nonsense emanating from this careening caravan of calamity. I’m beginning to suspect maybe they never had a Rubicon to begin with and what we’re seeing now is the revelation of their true nature. If so, that is not only unspeakably sad but also extremely scary! Regardless of their motives, the damage these people are doing to the country, to the planet and to the future prospects of the young people who will be left with the mess they’re creating for them is simply awful!

    What is at stake here is more than the integrity of certain public officials, more than the integrity of the nation as a whole, even. What is really at stake is the integrity of our entire enterprise—the integrity (to borrow from the dictionary) of soundness, of solidity—the integrity of being unimpaired or sound in construction. The misogynist, race-baiting xenophobic rhetoric coming from the divider-in-chief is antithetical to this integrity and gives it a foul taint that will endure for decades.

    One can only pray that enough of us are sufficiently awakened at this point to deliver a sound repudiation of this insanity at the ballot box come next Tuesday.

    November 3, 2018

    Petaluma, CA

  • We speed up our lives by means of transportation and communication improvements and the result is we see more than we are meant to see. And then we wonder why we don’t place as much value on the quality of what we do see as we did before, when in reality we’ve just overloaded our senses . . . because we can only take in so much information at one time. When we exceed those limits then what’s left just kind of falls off.

    Beauty is always there waiting, if we just slow down enough to take a closer look . . but we usually speed right past because we’re preoccupied with our anticipation and our eagerness to see it all.

    In the end, all mans’ works are nothing at best but footprints in the snow, and the snow will finally melt, and the tracks will be gone, and there won’t be any trace that they were ever there. Therein lays a hint concerning our real place in the scheme of things. But we certainly do like to give ourselves a big fanfare and pretend there’s more to it than that, don’t we?

    Those of us who can’t accept the reality of our relative insignificance cling to things like art, science, engineering, in the mistaken belief and the fervent hope that they will make of us more than we really are, forgetting, as they do so, that we are much more than the limited vision they perceive us to be. In reality, we are a part of a Whole that is not only bigger than its parts, it is bigger than the sum of its parts, encompassing all and everything. When the creations of man are viewed against this backdrop, they seem of little consequence in relation to that Whole

    And if we look at our works, and attach to them greater significance than they warrant, we demonstrate to the world our misjudgment of the degree to which our ego-driven and self-centered tendencies have caused us to forget momentarily that the Whole of which we are a part is also a part of us. Herein lays the key to restoring our understanding of our relationship with the world, how we fit into it and how to arrive at Us.

    My own works are a joy to me and a source of inspiration and give me a sense of accomplishment, and even a sense of importance, tempered hopefully by humility.  But I pray that I won’t forget the fact that if they were destroyed in the next instant, it wouldn’t make me less, or diminish my joy. Which is to say it’s a joy to create them—and in fact the doing of something, or, more precisely, its “doingness,” is where all living occurs—but it’s folly to be attached to those creations, because life is a verb and its artifacts are, after all, nothing but footprints in the snow.

    Originally written sometime in 1987, revised 6 November, 2018

    Tim Konrad                                                                                                                               Petaluma

     

  • Sometimes I look back on my life

    and see a series

    of missed opportunities

    Moments when,

    had I chosen differently,

    an entirely other experience would have begun . . .

    for nothing in our experience is ever done

    until we are . . .

    Parallel universes?

    Infinite iterations reiterating?

    or maybe just the dreamer

    dreaming

    in a hall of mirrors.

    In that in-between place

    where the sands of awake-world beaches

    are awash with the waves of dream-world seas

    and time exists

    only in the present tense

    Therein lies Home!

    And all one need remember . . .

    is that Home is only ‘there’

    when you’re forgetting that it’s ‘here’

    And all those ‘missed opportunities’

    appealing as they were . . .

    were but the price paid to be here

    Now.

     

    Tim Konrad

    Petaluma, CA

    March 19, 2018

     

    Why is it assumed that the “cost of living” will automatically increase over time? What are the reasons behind it?

    It can’t have always been this way; if it had, accruing at current rates, no one today would be able to pay what it would cost for even the basic necessities required to survive.

     

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    While contemplating

    the array of garbage cans

    lined up along my street this morning,

    My thoughts were naturally drawn to the person

    posing as president these past many months:

    The one person, as he is quick to remind us,

    who is truly qualified–

    in his exclusive world where facts are fungible

    and honor has less currency than mist–

    to preside over the circus he has made

    of our common discourse.

     

    A chaos clown in search of a parade,

    A self-imagined prince devoid of principles

    whose principal aim is perpetual reassurance

    that the empty little shell of nothingness

    he senses at his core

    in those unsettling times when distraction fails to distract

    does not represent his true nature.

     

    The world views the chaos

    and the cascading distractions

    produced by this man, who conceals his baldness

    with the subtlety of a speeding red fire truck,

    with alarm and rising apprehension;

    the pundits (or at least some of them)

    view his ad hoc governing style

    and seemingly irrational decision-making

    and preposterous pronouncements

    as imbued with purpose, forethought and planning

    not realizing

    that the distractions–

    far from being carefully crafted

    to draw attention away from this or that issue–

    are primarily meant to keep his demons at bay,

    to protect the man-child from becoming fully aware

    of the consequences of his actions

    or the true extent of his depravity.

     

    For such a man as this–

    a reality show celebrity starring in his own imagined production

    surrounded by adoring admirers,

    many of whom exist solely in his mind–

    it is not difficult to see how preferred facts

    would easily become a more attractive alternative

    to facing up to his shortcomings. or, for that matter,

    to even allowing the possibility that any such shortcomings even exist.

     

    When consensus reality becomes inconvenient or problematic

    what better response than to call it “fake news” and consider the matter closed?

     

    For in the end, when all is said and done,

    the fate of our country

    and its standing in the world

    is of little importance to someone

    who is utterly lacking in the ability

    to see beyond the limits

    of his own personal interests.

     

    In a world where winning is everything

    losing is not an option.

    When reality is optional,

    a lackluster inaugural crowd

    can become a throng of record-breaking proportions

    a global environmental crisis

    is only a Chinese hoax

    and Russian election tampering

    simply becomes fake news.

     

    Regardless of whether you see the president as a welcome force for change

    or a pig in lipstick,

    one thing’s for certain:

    The current occupant of the White House

    will, in his mind, come out the winner in the end,

    come hell, high water or both

    and regardless of whether or not hell freezes over;

    whether anyone else will agree with that assessment

    is another question entirely.

    Where that will leave the rest of us–

    at least those of us for whom alternative facts are not an option–

    has yet to be determined.

    Tim Konrad

    Petaluma, CA

    March 12, 2018

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    Appearing rational

    and wearing the garment of responsibility

    I wonder

    if others of like semblance

    also experience in common

    the tightrope

    that keeps me and my guise

    suspended

    above the abyss of doubt–

    that trusty lens

    with which I focus resolve

    out of chaos.

    Tim Konrad

    Columbia, CA

    1985

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    Live     Give

    Die     Cry

    Run Away     Or try to fly

    Throw some blows     Or blow your nose

    Or sift the sand between your toes

    Go off and play where no one goes     Or stay and play the game today

    Ride on High     Or hide and cry

    Either way, the game’s the same

    We win, or lose

    And losing, win

    By not having to pass this way again.

    Tim Konrad

    1983

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    Regarding the Rob Porter kerfuffle, there is no excuse that justifies domestic violence! That said, the fact the man didn’t have a top security clearance yet he was privy on a daily basis to everything that crossed the president’s desk should be a matter equally deserving of public outrage.

    There’s every reason to believe such actions should be not only considered improper but highly illegal, given their implications for national security, or the lack thereof. If this man’s unrestricted access to national security matters crossed a legal line, then why aren’t folks clamoring for a legal remedy? If it isn’t prohibited by statute, then why not?

    Perhaps the bigger risk to our nation lies in the ways in which we are becoming inured to executive branch dysfunction, where events once considered outrageous are becoming increasingly regarded as normal and our collective ability to respond with shock and disbelief to stimuli that truly are shocking and unbelievable has been conditioned by repeated exposure such that our responses are dulled and diminished. In such an atmosphere, resistance slowly morphs into acceptance.

    For the president to point out, as he did this weekend, that Rob Porter continues to maintain his innocence–forget that not one, but two of his ex-wives say he abused them, and one of them has photos–as if that should mean something, coming from a man who has similarly maintained his innocence of charges of infidelity and more, in spite of evidence to the contrary, speaks volumes about his estrangement from reality.

    One should be able to safely conclude that when confronted with a person whose default position is to fabricate, falsify and misconstrue, the prudent course of action would be to disbelieve him or her. Why should it be any different if the person doing the fabricating, falsifying and misrepresenting happens to be the president of the United States?

    Tim Konrad

    11 February 2018

    Petaluma, CA

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    Life in Between

    We live on the margins

    A fragile sliver of bio-dynamism.

    a thin veneer of subsisting and persisting vitality,

    Floating above the slow churn–

    the sea of magma–

    at our planet’s core,

    While suspended beneath

    the soundless, boundless

    and lifeless

    vacuum of space.

     

    Two lifeless realms

    between which we, like pastrami on rye,

    reside, placed, by design or mere circumstance–

    Take your pick!

     

    A cambium layer, of sorts,

    comprising the whole of life as we know it

    within its metaphorical boundaries of phloem and xylem

    upon which we depend for our very existence.

    Venture too far in either direction

    and existence becomes extinction!

     

    And what do we do with this miracle of circumstance?

    Regard it with the awe and reverence it’s due,

    hopeful that our tenuous footing will sustain?

    Apply what we know to increase our chances of sustained occupancy?

     

    We exist on the margins, within definable limits

    beyond which life as we know it cannot survive.

    One might imagine, on first blush, that the choice would be obvious . . .

    Survival should be the ultimate goal!

     

    Yet industry and commerce rule where reason should prevail

    and limitations are viewed as hindrances to bigger profits

    So lessons go unheeded, much less learned

    and fools do what they’ve always done, mindless of the consequences,

    their bad choices compounding the burden of debt

    the least fortunate among us are always expected to pay.

     

    Only when the results of their actions begin to affect them personally

    will the decision-makers start to take heed

    but will their responses suffice?

     

    Will insights revealed by economic adversity

    sharpen these peoples’ thirst to seek real solutions

    that benefit not just themselves, but everyone

    Or will they remain incurious, confining their focus to measures designed to continue their exploitation of the planet

    and its inhabitants

    at the least possible personal cost?

     

    A day of reckoning is due! The deadline is approaching.

    With the passage of time come changes–some subtle, some dramatic.

    The slowest of all change–that of ideas–proceeds at a glacial pace,

    But the glaciers are melting!

     

    Once a popular notion, the belief in the Fountain of Youth

    waned over time.

    Maybe it’s time to let go of an equally foolish idea–

    the notion of perpetual, unrestrained growth.

     

    Revised 13 January, 2018

    Tim Konrad

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • Facebook reminded me this morning that one year ago today, I wrote

     

    “There might have been a time in the past
    when a man’s lies
    were more likely to catch up with him
    but not anymore.
    Today
    politicians routinely make the most outrageous claims imaginable
    yet go unchallenged.
    What has become of accountability?”

     

    Upon reading this today, one year later, I recalled a news show I  watched on tv last night that featured several people being interviewed about a topic in the news. Among the interviewees was a former Republican congresswoman from somewhere on the east coast. Shortly into the conversation, this former congresswoman, or congressperson, made a remark I knew to be factually incorrect, falsely blaming the Obama administration with responsibility for something the President had inherited from the previous administration. The moderator, as usual, allowed the interviewee’s fiction to go unchallenged.

     

    This has become a commonplace experience–allowing what boils down to political propaganda an equal footing with consensus reality–the act of which, in effect, grants fake news, or fake facts the same credibility accorded to evidence-based phenomena.

     

    When fictions are accorded equal status with facts, when liars and the lies they tell are accorded equal footing with truth-tellers armed with empirical facts, and the liars aren’t called out for their lying, people are denied the information necessary to make accurate judgments or informed decisions.

     

    Institutions–be they news organizations or governmental bodies–that allow this condition to stand fail their constituencies in the most fundamental of ways, imperiling everyone involved as they do so.

     

    Tim Konrad

    Petaluma

    January 6, 2018

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    In the fallout following the Harvey Weinstein disclosures, one thing has become clear–the tendency among certain male members of our species to exploit positions of power over women for sexual gratification crosses all lines, socially and politically. There is no moral high ground here, regardless of one’s political persuasion, because the root of the problem lies way beneath such demarcations. The problem’s origins are grounded in societal norms that have allowed men to behave badly for generations.

    The same societal norms that have allowed the victimization of women are also at the root of commonly accepted business practices that make it fair game to lie about matters of economic consequence in order to exploit the less advantaged, the less educated and the less represented among us.

    At a basic level, both these phenomena share a common thread–that it has somehow become acceptable for people to engage in enterprises that they know in their gut–or surely ought to know– to be wrong, be it a man trying to force himself on women in opposition to their wishes, as Charlie Rose has admitted doing, or, in claims put forth by Paul Ryan and his fellow Republicans that the spike in the deficit their tax overhaul legislation will cause will be largely mitigated by the increased growth that lower taxes for the rich will stimulate, while completely disregarding the  lack of any credible evidence in support of their position as well as an excess of evidence disproving it.

    The engine driving this cognitive dissonance is fueled by selfishness and stoked by denial, hypocrisy and deception; in addition to the subjugation of women, its products include gerrymanding, voter-suppression laws,  secret offshore bank accounts and a host of similar phenomena. So-called Christian morality is silenced in the service of ‘political expediency,’ as perfectly exemplified by the continued support enjoyed by the likes of Roy Moore and donald trump.

    The president himself should be made a poster boy for extremely bad behavior since his actions serve to perfectly illustrate what happens when a person places self-interest above all other considerations–short-term gain followed by a rising crescendo of collateral damage whose effects will bedevil the rest of us for generations.

    The only real remedy for all this lies in the ballot box. The question we should all be asking ourselves is why so many of us continue to judge people by what they say rather than by their actions?